i decided to pull my birthday recap post because it just isn’t what i want from myself.
i’m trying to learn how to transform my negativity into positivity, but i’m not good at that yet.
i’m trying to become an unflinchingly optimistic person, but i’m not there yet.
i let the minutiae overwhelm the good. i forget what’s important and get sucked into the vapid and petty world i cannot seem to escape. blaming it on law school is a cop-out. the problem is that there are just so many i don’t knows when i used to be so damn sure of everything.
i’m at a crossroads in life; terrified of the future, not happy where i am, and trying to figure out my direction.
growing up is hard.